I had an abortion a little over a year ago. I was going to have twins, I already have 2 kids, I was 22 at the time I had it done. To this day I'm telling myself it was the best choice at the time, I can have another baby someday, just try to forget about it. I never thought the loss would hurt so bad. I think about my twins ever day, I can not get past it. The pain is just too much. I try to forget about, and try to get over it but I don’t now how. HOW can I get past this?